Okay, I still have time to blog my thoughts out.
This week has been a very busy one. I have been swamped with studies and the daily
tasks as a married woman. So, in short I have been juggling studies with my
other important role in life. I mean, it is really different when I am still
single. I can pretty much do things on my own and can let the day goes by
without so much interruptions like cooking meals for lunch or dinner, tidying
up the kitchen area, separating the laundry, segregating the “for-go” clothes
for me and my husband and yes, seeing to it that my hubby has still a set of underwear/socks
to wear.
This is my daily routine and sometimes I feel like I am chasing time
while trying to put a balance in everything. Like today, I arrived home with a
lot of things on mymind. My husband is still out which means I have to take
charge with cooking, slicing and settingof table among others. And yes, it takes time to do that and while cooking,
my mind is simply wandering off from what has transpired during the day and how
I was able to manage things out.
Indeed, it’s been a very busy/ hectic day for me
and now I just finished reading a chapter of the reading materials handed to us
and printed what needs to be printed for my afternoon class tomorrow.
But then everyday is a learning experience for
me. My life...and this world is my classroom. Every day I try to wake up with so
much wonder and curiosity. It is like every day is a new day to celebrate life,
to celebrate friendships, to celebrate the gift of life. Every day is a day to
be grateful for all the blessings received! To be thankful for a loving and
supportive husband who knows me inside out and can read my mind when others cannot…
to be grateful to have family and friends to turn to in times of sadness and to
be with them in laughters and happiness.
So, I guess life is not so bad at all. It is how you define it, how you
see it.
Re-invent
yourself and redefine some grey areas in your life and try to paint it with wonders
and magic.
Every single day is a chance for me to exercise my
plans and choices in life. That’s how things work! There are problems along the
way but those are just temporary setbacks, not permanent failures----so get up
and take up the challenge. Solutions to problems are not heaven sent, that’s
for sure! It is for you to figure things out and that’s what human beings are
made or born for. To think freely and wisely given the circumstances. 
I have to be in touch with my inner self. I am
quite a reflective person so there’s plenty of room for me to think and to
create a certain kind of equilibrium.
I made a choice to be married and so I have to
work on it. It is my own personal choice and not of others. Ergo, I have to
face certain realities in married life.
And I am happy with my choice.
And I am happily married to my husband.
And at the end of the day, that’s all it
matters.
