Another Friday night and I am just so happy that the week
has almost come to an end. I just finished reviewing my notes for the final
exam tomorrow. One more subject to go then I will take the comprehensive exam
and yes, crossing my fingers that I will pass all the subjects.
Anyway, my hubby and I used to go out on a Friday night but ever since that bombing incident, we
try to avoid going to public places. And yes, we are also trying not to splurge
our hard-earned moolah on resto food and other stuff we see at the mall. We
used to eat and dine out but we realized that we are spending way too much
already.
So, instead of spending 300-500 php for dinner, we
thought we can just have healthy
home-cooked meals. There are times when
I do get tired of cooking but I guess I just have to get used to it. I am proud
of myself for charging in the cooking department. Through the months, I have
improved a lot. My husband said I can whip a healthy, delicious meal in just a matter
of minutes and that fuel me to walk an extra mile in trying out other dishes as
well.
Work has been a challenge so far. There are times when I
end up feeling down and desperate. I guess I am just comfortable in preschool
before that being in a new group right now feels different, a bit foreign. I
mean, they are all nice and accommodating but I am still finding it hard to
keep up with the rest of the group. But so far, the experience is quite fulfilling
and rewarding at the same time.
Oh well, my ex added me in FB. I was quite surprised for
that gesture but it is nice to know that after all these years, we can still be
friends in spite of what had happened in the past. It is good to know that it
is not a forced-premature act of kindness or friendship but a genuine one. He
asked for forgives for all the pain that I have been through. I mean, for me,
there was really nothing to be sorry of in the first place because he broke up
with me before he got into another relationship. Maybe the “trusting” too much
created a big blah blah in my life. But those are all water under the bridge
already.
And we all moved on. At some point in our lives, we need
to open up our world again and be open to new, exciting possibilities ahead. Through the years, I believe in God. I believe
that He will heal my wounded heart. I never stop believing.
And I am happy right now that I AM in a very loving
relationship with the man I chose to love forever. I still believe in fairy
tales and happy endings!
I believe I found one! The one that will last for a lifetime :)
#happy vibes #happy wife #happy life :-)
and my snapshot for the day :)
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| happy ivy! |
