Hello world! I miss this semi-personal and some kind of more public space (haha) of mine. I haven’t written anything for the past few weeks. I was in Bukidnon during the holidays and I did not feel like posting anything. I pretty much savored the holidays lounging around. It rained almost every day and even during Chrismukkah and New Year’s so it was all wet..wet..wet.. ho ho ho holidays! And there’s fog almost every day and the air was chilly and I loved it. I thrive in wet, cold places and I still have to figure it out if I was a human specie from North Pole that was just born and bred in the hot, tropical place that is Asia—truly Asia.
What else is new with me? Oh well, not much but I have a strong inkling that 2009 is my year. I just hope that everything will fall into place and that I will finally be cutting clean with all these emotional baggage that has been there in the deep corners of my heart for the past 2-3 years. The thing is that, I am actually thankful for that experience. I learned a lot of things in loving a person and I am still thankful to him for sharing with me brief yet beautiful moments together. That is enough for me --- to know and believe in love again. I don’t want to live in bitterness. So, I am happy for him and for his new-found love. Cheers to all of us!
I just realized that my dreams before have been dumped somewhere else because I was busy paying too much of a whistle. Right now, I am simply moving forward with a young and joyful heart. I have to thank my GOD for giving me second chances. There are moments though that I cried for what life had brought me years ago(when i chose to love a guy forever) but now that my heart has finally on its way to total healing, I am assured that there will be an ever better tomorrows. God isn’t finished with me yet. :)
So, I try to live each day with a genuine purpose. And I am happy that I’m almost halfway through my Masters Degree. I hope to formally start my thesis writing this year. And yeah, I will get a job that would sustain life’s basic needs. Believe you me, the trying times has helped me a lot in looking things in a new perspective. I learn to value every single cent that I have right now and I finally learn to appreciate little things in life. I am thankful that I stay close with Papa and Mama and that I get to see them every day of my life.
Happy New Year Everyone! Happy 2009!
