I’ve been very busy for the past few months that‘s why I wasn’t able to post something in here. Oh well, the months roll by relatively quickly and I found myself rushing in to beat deadlines here and there. I don’t know if I still can pursue some other dreams and goals in life… or just live the way things should be. But then again and again, I can still see myself doing the things that I would have loved to try and every time I think of it I suddenly have this adrenaline rush and my mind would create happy thoughts. I’ll catch that dream someday. For now, I still have to sit still, work on it and persevere. But of course, I still love teaching and the experiences I have will always be memorable. Yet, a part of me wants to explore and venture out to that “dream” of mine. Sit still, young lady, God isn’t finished with you yet.. :)
Ok, it’s a long weekend and I am savoring the time wherein I don’t have to be up so early to work. I love the freshness and coolness of the air I breathe here in Bukidnon. It calmly soothes my nerves and makes me forget the day to day stressors in the hustle and bustle of my city life.
Last Tuesday and Wednesday was our retreat and I was spiritually renewed. It felt good to just completely zone out everything and just stay focus on the center of our existence. I thanked God for everything! And yes, I vowed myself to be at peace with those I have hurt and those who have hurt me one way or the other.
My Bee celebrated his birthday last September. We feasted on a sumptuous dinner together with his family and friends. I wish him all the good and fine things in life. Everyday I am falling deeply in love with him and despite his weaknesses; I still embrace him with all my heart. And I know I also have my shortcomings in our relationship and I also have my weaknesses, but he’s always there to love w/o conditions and he understands my being “bratty” sometimes. I am happy, he is happy… that’s what matters.
What else? Hmm, I can already feel the air of the yuletide season. Christmas is just a sniff away. gushness! I am excited for the holidays. But I need to work hard to finish everything so that I can truly enjoy my holidays with my friends, my bee and my family.
Today is the 31st of October! Happy “trick and treats” later for those who will be joining Halloween parties here and there.
*love the google images theme for special holidays/seasons..*
Besos y abrazos,
ivy
