I wish I could move into a community that is super clean and green, wherein I can lazily read books under big oak tress or maybe sit in the dock by the lake with someone I love, or baking cookies and loving the vanilla-like scent that wafts outside the french windows; a community wherein I can stay at some corner café and read journals, wherein I can walk in the park with my dog.. and the lists will go on and on. I have this picture of my dream house and I wish I will be able to build one someday. It’s the typical American cottage with a white picket fence and a hammock by the patio and a white mailbox on the front yard. Hmm.. so much of this wishful thinking, hija! Hehe..
Anyway, I am home alone right now. My parents and my brother went to visit my sister while my cousin went somewhere else. It gets lonely sometimes but I also love my extra moments of silence. I love my “me” moments, its one way for me to unwind. I’ve got to loosen up and enjoy whatever life brings me, ayt?
Last week, I let myself a good cry which I think is good for me. I need to release the tensions and everything else that’s eating me alive. Kuya Jp stepped up to the plate and shared to me the pros and cons of this and that, building confidence, aggressive versus assertive and one by one, we tackled my problems and knocked some sense of the crazy situation where I am in. I felt good after our long talk and I thank Kuya Jp for being there for me all the time. I might consider him as my worst enemy, but deep inside I know he truly cares for me. He just happens to have this crazy hot temper that clashes with mine so we often get into petty quarrels.
I guess that’s about all. Have a happy long weekend everyone! Besos….
thanks google images! :)
